Lucid.

I can't even get through a school day without being reminded of him. Everything in my day incorporates into memories I have of us. It kind of hurts to have to think of him all of the time when I know he's so far away... But there isn't much I can do about it.. Him being so far from me is out of my control it sucks.. its unfair but I think this how my life was supposed to turn out. I was supposed to be taught a lesson in life and here I am learning it and enjoying it. But I learned alot of other things about life and how love is supposed to be and what it should always be--and thatyou much sacrifice alot of things in order to keep it. But I guess it doesnt have that much of a effect on me cause I have nothin to lose.. id give up everything cause I don't need anything. Thankfully I found someone who already lives near my destination. At least I know I'll be happy (: Can't wait!