Trigonometry and the Study of Love

Another morning I wake up and he isn't beside me. Upsetting. But I love calling and hearing his voice. I love hearing his laugh... its got to be one of my favorite things. Really!

School 8-10am. And were marked at 43 days!

Its just absolutely crazy how 2 people from 2 different sides of the world that are entirely different for sure can fall for each other. It almost seems impossible but its definitely possible beacuse was lucky enough to have it happen to me. Even though its kinda difficult and it gets really hard sometimes..especailly when I have to see everyone else's love for others around me.. But I know that what they have isn't something as special as what I have. Thats just something I know... As difficult as this relationship may be.. I know it was meant for me. I was supposed to have something like this. It was meant to be. And I know by the way we are with each other and by the way we handle the distance that we are definitely going to last and share a very long and happy relationship together. Its just a feeling and I know it true.

So many people tell me they wouldnt be able to last in a relationship like this; that they couldnt do it. But if two people put their minds to something and believe in it with not only their minds, but also their hearts, then its verypossible that it can work out and the two will be destined for alot of good things and that how I feel about what I have.

I love him. So much. This is something I never had before. Previous long distance relationships have never worked out before but this is the longest yet and its working perfectly.. It just shows me that we can do this. He shows me we can do this. He knws me what love can be and the extent to which it can be given each and every day.

And that makes me feel so special.