Five Days Away.

Were five days away! And I am so excited! But really scared... I think I still have a bunch of unwanted feelings bottled up inside that I'm afraid might come out unexpectedly... But I think we'll be fine... I just want to be happy with him again. And we're getting better but... idk we'll be ok. I've already started packing and I've gotten everything ready to come down. I've got to find some things and finish doing alot of laundry >.< Work tonight, then four days. I can't believe this is even happening!