Monday, October 5, 2009

October...

Another monday morning and its getting colder and colder and...lonlier. 31 days. Exactly 1 month. time couldnt go by any slower :( it really sucks some of the things im stuck going through and he cant be here to hold me through them. so its very lonely and in my times of need of...pleasure ;) im left with nothing! this sucks! im so glad this was it. so glad this was the longest we'd be apart, so glad the time from when I come back home and the time I move will be a short 2 months! SO glad Im MOVING! SO glad my parenst are putting trust in me to take my vacation, I never would have imagined this possible! It will probably be the most amazing thing Id ever be able to experience -- a vacation on my own! =) something I never thought I'd get to have or or be allowed to do. And I am very surprised my mom is 'for' me to move. My life is beginning, and I am so happy HE is in my life while all this is happening! it makes it so much less scary.

I couldnt be ANY happier =)
<3

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